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History Unfolding

Today, I walked to the Starbucks near my grandma’s house for the first time! Super exciting right? Stoke-inducing? Mind-exploding? Eh… no, not really. Basically the same menu board, green aprons, long line, and password-protected bathrooms you would see at any other location. I just wanted to build up the hype with that line of questions…
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Puzzles and Second Guesses

Every day as a part of her morning routine, my grandma reads the LA Times while eating breakfast and drinking a cup of instant coffee with milk. I thought for sure that paper prints would have gone out of business by now, but I’ve grown to kind of like the fact that this tradition didn’t…
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Death of a Bee
A couple days ago, I was walking with my grandma around the block and I noticed a bee caught in a spider’s web. Only one of its wings was stuck, but the collective force of its entire body and other wing flailing around helplessly was not enough to set it free. A short distance up…
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Grinding

I’ve been posting a bit less frequently recently, partially because I was in Hawaii last week and partially because I started graduate school. Whatever my reason was, starting now I want to keep up with weekly entries again even if they gradually become shorter. Life is quickly picking up for me from school and work,…
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Daughter of Woman

I made a post a few weeks ago talking about the Son of Man archetype, which seemed to get some resistance for good reason. Especially recently, we have been hearing a lot of talk about how gender is a social construct and our outdated understandings contribute to systematic sexism in our world today. My post seemed…
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Am I Wrong?

It’s definitely a question I find myself asking quite frequently. In all honesty it could just be some weirdly obsessive Pavlovian remnant from my school days, but regardless of the cause I think it has helped me a great deal up to the present moment. I’ve even turned it into a sort of game! Asking…
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Son of Man

I’ve been noticing a growing trend that appears to be fairly widespread and peculiar. The main personal sign of it was when I decided to quit my job and move in with my grandma. As I started paying closer attention to life around me and talking to more friends and family, certain characteristics revolving around…
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Dreaming of Killing Zombies

Last night was pretty freaky. It was the first time in years that I woke up with my heart pounding after being brutally killed in my dream. More specifically, my brain was devoured by a carnivorous zombie… In all seriousness, WTF brain? It’s not like some demon imposed this dream on me to mess with…
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Cleaning out the Closet

Earlier today I was trying to get some work done on the computer, but for some reason I felt the need to take a nap midway in the afternoon. I thought I was just being lazy or avoiding responsibility, but eventually the urge took over and I slept for about an hour and a half.…
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Nostalgic Interlude

Memories are so strange. At this point, I only have about 17 years worth of them captured in the billions of neurons within my skull, but this storage network is not like a basic file cabinet that I can just flip through consciously. Using that analogy, my brain is more like my old coworker’s office.…

